Thank you folks.

It is not going to get easier, however; the only "losing battle" is the one you are not fighting. I keep saying to my self that I HAVE to count my blessings, that way maybe it will start being easier to actually do so. No matter how bad it gets, giving up is simply not an option. So, therefore; I don't think you are fighting a losing battle.

Watch the you tube video for dr terry wahls. She changed her eating etc and was in a tilt wheelchair and now walks.