I'm not throwing in the towel. Whatever God has for me is for me. The rainbow always come after the storm.

That's how I feel as well. The road to nowhere leads right here

Sounds like you and CShriver are despairing of life-I felt like that twice but now i know i have plenty of people on here to reach out to and share my portion of MS life with. Last year, I finally found my people! For both of you and others in the same position, refresh your vision if need be, sell and give away what you don't need, pack your stuff and go somewhere else. Do some productive things, even if it's 1 at a time.

I've never been a quiter so why start now?

Donnie, we won't be thrown away if we keep using our voices and advocating for ourselves. My children have become wonderful advocates for me as well